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NAG NAG NAG

FUCK NAGGING SERIOUSLY, FUCK NAGGING, FUCK OFF

My  mum is an ultra super mega gigantic ginormous crazy mad nagger. She can nag about the whole country and i have to pay attention otherwise i'd be considered rude. waste of my life. Nag at the room, nag at the bed, nag at the clothes, nag at the computer, nag at me spending my sunday's doing work, nag at me not going to church, nag at the pirated games on the table, nag at the homework on the table, nag at the bags at 1 corner of my room, nag at the floor, seriously READ THIS( nag at why my laptop is not on the table) WTF, WHY THE FUCK IS THIS EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE IN NAGGING. nag at my handphone on the table, it's covered and placed on the table like her phone but still, it had to be nagged at. nag at me, nag at the camera not being covered( charging batt) , nag & nag & nag. pack this pack that pack all pack again pack pack pack pack pack pack CRAZY LA PACK WHAT FUCK

once nagging starts , nagging never dies. i wish you could just walk outside the house and start nagging at the clouds. save my life and my ears. The more you nag the more i feel like exploding and when i explode i will just leave the house and never come back , i'll just fuck off to another country and be a beggar. Study nag,  don't study lor, my life nag, why the fuck do i need my life for? anger management can't ever help me and it will never be able to help me . i don't even know why i bothered doing it now , damn thing doesn't even help me. EVEN MY PATIENCE CAN'T STAND IT. i think you'll get worse when you get older. i think i have to save money to move out already.

Allure

The moon is just so lovely nowadays! i have noticed, everything nowadays just seem so beautiful, the clouds are full of exotic shapes, the skies have their bright blue sunny day colours! the moon by itself , is also so alluring. It's so big, it's so bright and it just brightens up the sky. I spent 10 mins downstairs just lieing on a bench and looking up at the moon. Trees have all their silouhettes against the sunlight, i don't know how to spell sillouhettes =/. Animals. Animals. I haven't seen any for so long. What i love to take with my camera, i'm totally into nature, scenery, animals and candid shots. Candid shots just make it feel so real, to catch others just living their lives at their point, rather than actually posing for a photo. Animals, my greatest love, there can never be a dull moment with any animal, because you never know what's on their mind and what may happen next, especially the babies. i haven't cradled a baby bulldog in years already since my friend's. Did you know? Baby huskies can howl too! but then they don't howl as nice as their parents do. actually, a parent husky is kind of kiddish as well, they sort of always express wonder when they see their kid or thats just the feel i get

i have realised, i commonly have the don't communicate with me feel nowadays. In fact, i feel alright just walking along in silence and hearing others prattle on.

NEW YEARS DAY

IT'S A NEW YEAR AND I'M BACK FROM MY LONG HIATUS

so how did i spend my new year's eve and new year, LUNCH AT TRIPLE THREE at meritus mandarin hotel . MAN, buffet ownage TTM, great food great company, me sis and mummy! and also THANKS SIS, your gift will go a long way for my new camera!

At 7, off to kasoh, it's a traditional restaurant near sgh serving really good traditional chinese food. Meal filled me up as again, definitely getting much fatter, PROSPEROUS! tummy big big, just like fh wong! anyway, after dinner,off to 1 degree 15 for drinks. this place is awesome! before 10, bosco the magician came up to show his tricks, pics on fb tmr. after 10, dance hits and the dance floor was open. this place sure has beautiful and friendly people! lots of drinks then off to dance. Me dance, cousin dance, auntie dance, mum dance, uncle dance, FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE seeing them dance except my mum. cool much, cha chaed with random strangers, posed for photo's, and damn, I GOT HUGGED BY 8 HOT BABES , set me on fire man! THAT WAS A WOOHOO MOMENT, except, 2 are far taller than me, i feel short much. it's like posing with models who are taller than you , HAHA but still, hugs , LOVE IT

12 countdown, more hugs, random aunties uncles, dancing with somebody's daughter and seeing the daughter getting nagged was damn funny, seriously , damn funny! i told this girl she was damn hot, i think i was high, then her bf said thanks and i said man, i wish i had her and ran off. CRAZY me

sucking helium off balloons and talking, laughing crazily in the process

chills

can this be seen'? i don't know

But it's Mj's i'll be there, a cover done by laura broad. i get the chills when i hear it! it's so high and so nice and seriously, it's like emotion filled!

anyway, pixie lott is so pretty,i actually wish she was singaporean and in np :D alright that's a wee bit crazy!

Pics of the amazing race are updated, go grab them. It was really fun! i feel like doing it again. Running across fields with lobangs(holes) is so dangerous . wait, make that walk. i tripped into one and twisted my ankle again. but had to continue because we were halfway through the race. So didn't go for sheena's concert, heard it was good! instead, went hobbling around to the flyer to take pics and solo hobble around. What a waste, the sun only came out for 5 mins and then it dissapeared for the night. Brought fh and james to my favourite seafood stall to eat stingray. After that, went to clarke quay to hobble around and grab a milk tea , the rest went to work. caught an ice skating show there, what a sight. the stage was so small but they managed to do so many stunts! pity though, i was holding a big milk tea and couldn't take my camera out to take some shots. only got a few at the end! then around clarke quay, hobbling around and watching the bum boaties. then off to take the train. the sengkang train was so packed so i went to take the harbourfront train. at harbourfront,  i suddenly felt like walking around! so random of me but well i went off the train and up to vivo. thought of checking out the nat geo shop but it was closed for a private event and vivo is so packed on a saturday night! so like normal , of to the sky garden and walked around. went outside marche and chatted with an ang moh about photography and seroiusly WOW, his camera takes such nice shots??!?!!? i'm gonna attempt them with a tripod next time! then off to walk around, to the kids level and take pictures of kids playing with water. i even got a teenager playing with one but i deleted it by mistake Z@%^^!! ARGHHH . then off to home and voila, sleep

Yesterday, fun fun fun!

Yesterday, sudden randomness by uncle. Suggested dinner at m'sia and away we went! Who was there : 3rd Uncle, his wife, 2nd eldest cousin, me , mum, grandma, 5th uncle, his wife and 3 kids and a maid. WOAH 12 people. So, eating at geylang petah? Something like that, it's like an open air restaurant out in a kampung. so the food, there was ultra crispy sotong KIA(kid), tastes like those deep fried ikan bilis. I don't like sotong but seriously, this was good, if i closed my eyes, i'd swear i was eating ikan bilis. Then next dish, curry WILD BOAR. So tender, even after running around the jungle! so unlike jungle chicken, tough like rubber. Then cereal tofu. woah. Yummy much, a more tradiitonal take on the cereal prawns. Big steamed coral trout, the length of my whole hand, surprisingly tender for an old fish. OH OH OH OH HERBAL CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SOUP IS SO TASTY?! after eating, down it with soup and wow. so refreshing and so light. also, tee ka bee hoon( piggy leg) , yummy, skin's so smooth and so tasty. After every bite of food, drink beer, drink soup, drink beer. then after that. splitted ways and off we went back to singapore's one degree 15 after dropping off grammy. Went off to the floating bar at 1 degree 15 for more drinks and chats. After that, home sweet home at 1.00am and off to sleep and prep for next day's amazing race

Mentally, i think i'm slowing down. Short term memory seems to be catching up with me and i feel old.

i feel like going off to changi and just waiting for the sun to rise and shine it's glory and then catch all the shots of it with my baby. Me needs to learn how to create HDR photo's. If only life were a korean show, there'd be up's and down's, twists in the story, lots of crying, a lot of emotional overhauls. Why can't the girl go with the guy, there must be so many things in life to seperate them, social status especially. Of course it makes a good story but if i had a wish, i'd wish for them to get together without any restrictions.

This days, the weather is really good, it's so windy and so cold that every night is an air-con night. I no longer need  a fan or an air-con in the afternoons but can instead, sleep by the window. Homework Homework Homework! get less please and give me more exams to do, i'd gladly do a trade

Saturday night

Today's saturday night, what a night. Rather then spending it with friends, i spent it with my mum watching Michael jackson's This Is It concert. Watching it was like watching michael alive. I must admit, i was never a jackson fan until he died but from then on, i just got so involved in hearing his songs and watching his videos and attempting to learn his dance moves. His such a consummate performer and the songs he sings are so emotion-filled, they can make grown men cry. Everytime, it's actors making people cry but this is the only musician who makes people cry with his songs. First time in the cinema, i see and follow people and we wave our hands in the cinema in accordance with his song. Have you seen any performer who makes every rehearsal so perfect, so much like his own concert.  Especially when the song , Man in the Mirror came up and it ended. What a song to end it all! now, i really appreciate the loss of Michael Jackson, a born performer. R.I.P Michael.

One thing to rant, DON'T EVER WAIT FOR TAXI'S OUTSIDE TAMPINES 1 ON A SATURDAY NIGHT, IT TAKES HALF AN HOUR. BLOODY LONG , I MISSED PART OF MY SHOW, EAST OF EDEN

Tired day

Back from FFC training. Today training was so ultra shiok on the legs i kept cramping over and over again. i think i won't be able to walk straight for the next few days already.

On the way back home, i've been thinking about myself and i've realized a lot of things. Quite weak now and my body always fails way before my mind fails. BUCK UP WEE JIA YI, overcome all the body restrictions!

okay, tired much, BYE

AFTER HALLOWEEN

IT IS THE DAY AFTER HALLOWEEN, I'M A HAPPY MAN AND I HAVE A HAPPY BEER BELLY TO SHOW FOR IT! so this is what sat night was all about, headed to bren's house for a house party. We started with the drinks, whiskey, gin, bailey's , vodka. Then somebody brought one of those 5 Litre beer barrels and we started our games! Loser had to suck from the barrel straight and then the sucking was on. first barrel already, 2 girls knocked out and that ended their night. All this overage people have crazy games and crazy drinks to go along with them, their oldest is 25, not aunties and uncles :D so a main featured game was, 7 MINUTES IN HEAVEN , so, CENSORED. Drank drank drank drank , danced danced danced till 6 then went off to one of her spare room's to sleep. In the morning , what i found on the bed with me , CENSORED. So , pant's check , and then i went downstairs to look for breakfast. My My, her fridge sure does have a lot of food. There's bacon and so much western food but they all need cooking and i saw KOKO KRUNCH! my love tidbit. No Milk =( so i ate it with baileys, it's not bad a replacement lor! had to go back early to go for church. Man. so tired at church, i slept through the whole service then after that, had lunch with some of the china tour group. And then zoom to now and i'm typing this blog and i shall end here, BYE HALLOWEEN

tired friday morning 12.05 AM

just bathed finish and back from FFC! the club that keeps you healthy and fit. Now they all have a motto that involves me losing weight from 78kg to 70kg in 2 months. I think i can beat that in 1 month though :D so this early morning, i went to punggol beach with sandra to accompany her. She had so much to emo about, i hope you feel better ! On the way there, i was so afraid of pontianaks again, because of the ghost stories that we were telling earlier on . So today, i found out that, it you smell fragrance, it's time to run but if you don't, it's totally alright and also, pontianaks are linked with frangipani trees or flowers?? SO , frangipani, get away from me thanks! result of that is a remaining 1 hour sleep before prepping for school. Thank god for a great morning jam so i could regain a one and a half hour sleep on the bus! i love morning bus naps A LOT. So , been awake all the way until i went for cca. Suddenly had this sleepy feeling while doing frog jumps so i jumped and jumped , then jumped too fast and me, went to meet the floor. OK I'M TIRED, NO MORE

BYE